MOTHER, Do you have any idea how damn stressed i am?
You want As.You want glory. You want a great son that can make u proud. BUT WHAT EXACTLY DID U GAVE ME?
A dressing down, a face that shows hatred, a selfish personality that everything is yours and will be yours.
I JUST WANTED TO DO MY BEST AND GET As !! WHAT DID I DO WRONG??
SO YOU THINK I AM TRYING TO KILL YOUR LEISURE TIME HUH? FUCK THAT MAN. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE ABOUT YOUR BLOODY NONSENSE ATTITUDE.
OMG. First its chemistry test. Now its maths test.
Reached home, had dinner, chiong email and logistics list, wad else? Maths to study? OMG. 10pm, still clueless on what to do. FLUNKED MATHS TEST TODAY. Yesterday was a horrible day man.
10pm, i told my parents, Me: " Shall we sleep early tonight? I can't sleep with the TV on. Sorry." Father: " Do we have to give up the forest because of a tree? You should blend yourself into the surroundings, not the environment blend in with you.Here, take this earpiece. It should help." Me: " ok. thanks.", putting on earpiece, everything was dead silent. i could heard my heartbeat, the sound of my own footsteps and still, the TV. Me: " Sorry it didnt work. Can i suggest that we install a TV socket in your room? Then u can watch your Tv, i Can get enough sleep" ( Still worried about the maths test."
MOTHER: " I bought this flat! not RENT it! Who are you to tell me to watch in my own room? You want to study u get out of this house! Don't Let your studies affect our life !
SLAM.
It hit deep. Real deep. Not the door. But the heart. I wonder if you realise this isn't the first time. I wonder how those words came out from your mouth, mother.
Turing to my room, my dad gave a last sentence. " Stop giving trouble to this family! "
Mother, as it proclaims, recieves respect, which i have given without a though. Mother, is one whom gives care and concern, not just home-cooked food and housework! do you get it? I don't want a maid! I want a caring mother! Thats all! I know i am in no position to say what u should be. But what are you showing?
This will never stop. i will get out of this house in 5 years time. i promise. You give nothing but trouble. Slamming the door, scolding people" BRAINLESS" is all you do. "As" is what you want but i wouldnt give you credit for it. Not a chance.
i HATE YOU.
5:28 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
LOL.
Wah. Centuries Since i posted. LOL.
okay.. So Mid year exams just over, not really doing well i guess. Failed biology and the rest is like E grades. LOL.
Hm..promos coming up at oct and many many test coming up for these few weeks. this term is super fast and no time at all la. ( p.s if i still dun update.)
Anyway, I just hope for the best to get promoted lor. Super Copmpetitive here. LOL.
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